Do you remember when you were young and you did something really dumb, ending up in real trouble? For some kids, the admonition was, “Just wait until your father gets home!” With trepidation, you waited for your dad to walk into your room to which you had been banished. For me, the fear leading up to the punishment was worse than the punishment itself. But my father was always gentle with me. Yes, he spanked me, but he did it with tears in his eyes and a hug afterwards. As I got older, I was still doing dumb things sometimes, like the time I reversed my new Volkswagen into my father’s wreck truck. I didn’t have to wait for daddy to get home. He was already there and I had to go into the den to confront him and my big mistake. With halting steps, I remember walking into that den like it was full of wild animals, stood before my father who was reading the newspaper in his recliner, and admitted what I had just done. I expected yelling and taking away my car keys, being grounded for a long time, etc. But none of that happened. Daddy just looked at me and reminded me that I am supposed to look behind me when I am in reverse. Then he went out to look at the damage and declared that he could take care of it in his body shop. That collision was a source of laughter and teasing for us right up until my beloved father passed away.
Now, imagine that you have things to tell God. You sinned or you need help with something too big for you to handle. For me, it was how angry I became at God when my best friend died. After all, I had been praying for her for months and I expected God to answer the way I wanted, i.e. with a complete healing. I had made plans to go to the beach with Heidi and to spend time with her at our favorite restaurant. But she was gone. And I was angry. But I still wanted to talk to God. So, I prayed and I honestly told Him how I was feeling. You know, He is big enough to handle emotions like anger from the children that He loves. He calmed my spirit and spoke to my heart. He dealt with my grief for weeks. During a time when I should have been moving forward with God, I was stuck in a dark place that I didin’t like. I didn’t turn away from God though; I went right into His throne room and told Him how hurt and disappointed I was that I had lost my best friend, the only one I have had in all of my adult years because of all of our moves. But God already knew how desolate I was feeling. He met me right where I was and gave me time to heal and come back to Him with joy and thanksgiving. How was I able to be so honest with God? It’s all about relationships.
God could have brushed my grief and resulting anger aside and disciplined me for being so disrespectful to Him. Instead, He patiently waited for me to stop ranting and to listen for His voice. He offered me grace and then mercy. I repented and He forgave. He knew my heart better than I did myself. Since that time of darkness, I have continued to go to God’s throne room with love and awe for who He is and who He is always becoming for me. I read His Word daily, with the expectation that He will speak to me through it. ]
It is my hope, my prayer, that you have found the peace that lies in knowing that our Heavenly Father will listen to whatever you have to say and will speak to you in a still small voice to get you back on the right path. He loves us enough to meet us where we are, not to insist that we be perfect but to let us know that we are accepted and changing daily to be more like His Son Jesus. He died for us so that we can approach God’s throne and tell Him our needs honestly, without fear of reprisal. He is not a God of reprisals; He is the God of mercy and grace, the only One who loves us infinitely more than we could ever understand. God bless those of you seeking and those of you who have already discovered this great love!
While Abraham waited, he also got off track, much like many of us do. He accepted Sarah’s offer of her servant girl Hagar, impregnated her and had a son Ishmael. His impatience has led to a lot of wars in the Middle East since Ishmael’s decendants are the Arab nations, whereas the true heir that God promised, Isaac, beget the Hebrew nation. But I am getting off of my topic. Just so you know, God did not just abandon Abraham since Abraham decided to “do his own thing.” No, God blessed Ishmael too but He clearly told Abraham that he would be the “father or many nations” through a son that he would have with Sarah. Abraham was one hundred years old when Isaac was born! But, he waited and he received.
I I love this Scripture verse in Hebrews! I know that I have read it many times before since I read through the Bible annually. But this time during my devotions, this verse jumped off the page at me. I have taken my refuge in the Lord, the One who cannot lie. Since He told me that He will take care of me, my hope lies in Him. After all, He sent His Only Son to die for me, so I can rest in His great love for me. Do I sometimes make poor choices? Yes, of course I do. But I always return to my rock and fortress, my refuge through all the storms of my life. I reflect on my life and I can see God at work during each stressful move to a new place. He provided friends, a church, activities for me to be involved in, and in most places a job for me to do that used the skills that He has blessed me with. In Arkansas, I was unemployed for a year, but I got involved with the other officers’ wives and ended up learning how to crochet. I made blankets for newborns at the military hospital. And I used that skill to make blankets for several of my grandchildren. In Maine, during that first winter when I was unemployed and feeling very bitter about being in the coldest place I have ever lived, I sat in front of my window, watched it snow and poured out my dismay to the Lord as I crocheted a blanket that would fit a king-sized bed. I call it the “blanket of the winter of my discontent.” I was not a happy camper there! But God showed me His favor my giving me the only Spanish teaching job in the county. The teacher there retired the year I arrived, so I got the job the following fall. But that was not all God did for me. As I told him in my complaints to Him, I did not think that I could drive on those icy, snowy roads in the far north, so getting a job would have its own challenges. God sent Joanne, a chaplain’s wife who taught math at the same school and who lived very close to me on the base. Joanne offered to take me to school each day. Unexpected blessings came into my life many times! I would be willing to guess that many of you have unexpected blessings from your Heavenly Father who is your refuge and strength. Many times, God blessed me when I felt totally unworthy because all I had been doing was complaining. But God loves me enough to listen to my whining and then bless me beyond what I could ever hope! And you know what is amazing? God loves you the same way…enough to bless you and give you hope.



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Unless you have had your head in the sand and earplugs in your ears for the last week or so, you know that we live in a lost world. The only hope that any of us has is our redemption in Jesus Christ. I mourn for the loss of those innocents worshipping in the synagogue and gunned down by a madman who had already lost all hope in his ability to reason. Can you imagine? Someone so filled with hatred that he guns down a 97 year old Jewish woman? What a nightmare of a world that we live in! Politicians who don’t think the way others do are being attacked in restaurants. There is so much frustration in our society that we don’t need to know all of the details…only the headlines will open our eyes to the world’s need for Jesus. I have been reading my Bible more and praying more. We need to have a total devotion to God and His principles of love and forgiveness. Thus we can survive the onslaught of evil in our land. Our hope is in the Lord who will one day return in glory to take us to be with Him. In the meantime, we need to pray for our nation and for the souls of those who are lost. We need to gird ourselves with the full armor of God and stand against the attacks of Satan; the evil that threatens us and our way of life is straight from the pits of hell and I, for one, stand against it. With my helmet of salvation and my breastplate of rightoueous, with my shoes being the gospel of peace, I confront the evil that is prevalent and say that it has no place in our world! I pray for the peace of Jerusalem and for the safety of Jewish people everywhere. I pray for evil to be cast into the light so that people can clearly see it for what it is and stand against it. There is nothing that can stop the Army of God if we stand strong! So far, all I have heard and seen is about the evil in the world and how it seems to be winning. But I know that God is the Victor, and we are part of His victory by being a part of His army. We are on the move, my friends. We are no longer standing still and waiting for the evil to come to us; it is all around us and we must put on our armor and prepare for the fight.
No more excuses! You are either for God or against Him. There is no fence to sit upon. Join God’s army of warriors today and speak up for the truth. Be strong and devoted to His Word and the truth that is in it. Share the gospel as God leads you. And don’t be discouraged. Satan would have you believe that he is winning. Don’t be deceived. We know that God wins in the end. It’s this middle part called our life that may be hard to go through sometimes. But we must go through whatever God has called us to endure. We must continue to live with wisdom and righteousness, knowing that our day of ultimate victory is coming. So, I am calling on my friends online to move with the army of the Risen Lord, to conquer our fears of speaking out and to conquer evil wherever we see it. Don’t let small seeds of evil generate themselves in your life. Rather, water the good that comes from God that is in your life. Read and study the Bible daily. Pray daily. Listen for God to speak to you daily. I encourage you that the battle is ours to win!