Suicide Awareness

I think that suicide touches more people than we know. My beloved uncle, the fun-loving, guitar-playing and lovable man who was a frequent visitor to my home, committed suicide when I was a freshman in college. I remember that I got called to the dorm mother’s room and my two closest friends were asked to accompany me. The dorm mom broke the news to me and told me that my cousin was there to pick me up and take me home. I don’t remember packing or getting in the car or arriving home. All I remember is the devastation, my mother’s ravaged face and all of the quiet voices. Suicide is real and people who are thinking about it need help. Dr. Denison had an article today in his daily forum.

Dr. Denison Sept. 9, 2020

Please be open to listen to others. Please encourage anyone who even mentions suicide in passing to talk to someone at the suicide hotline.

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Review of ON BORROWED CRIME by Kate Young

As a big fan of Kate Young’s Southern Sass series, I was dancing with glee when I found out that she has a new cozy mystery series. This was just as good as I could have ever wished! With some really shady characters (providing a substantial suspect pool) and a strong female protagonist, this book appealed to all of my hot buttons as a cozy mystery fan. Lyla Moody is supposed to be a receptionist for her uncle’s PI firm, but when one of her friends is killed, she starts to dabble into investigating herself and gets into deep waters quickly. I think my favorite part of the book was the Jane Doe Book Club, a club of mystery book readers who end up trying to figure out real crimes. I really want to join that club! As expected, some of the characters were quirky and the ending was a total surprise for me. Since I enjoy being surprised in a mystery, that was a bonus point for the author and the way she wove the story line with plenty of clues as well as red herrings. I am looking forward to more Jane Doe mysteries from Ms. Young. I love everything that she has written because she does her craft so well! Fans of cozy mysteries will enjoy this book and look forward to more!
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I would rate this book PG.
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Review of THE BOOK OF HIDDEN WONDERS by Polly Crosby

This was a book with extremely well-developed characters and a very complicated plot. The book starts with Romilly Kemp and her father Tobias moving into a house in the English countryside. Romilly seems lonely and at times neglected as her father concentrates on writing and illustrating a book about her and her cat Monty. She is homeschooled so her only socialization comes when a girl named Stacey shows up. But Stacey doesn’t come daily; she comes whenever she wants. In the days between, Romilly is left alone to talk to Monty and to try to engage her father. Tobias means well but he is slowly leaving the world, first with his mind that is more and more unaware of reality. The fact that his published book garnered much attention and enough sales to support him and Romilly should have had Tobias celebrating. Instead, as strangers begin to show up on their small estate looking for some kind of hidden treasure hinted at in the book, Tobias withdraws more and more into himself. This is the part of the book that got very hard for me to read since I felt so bad for Romilly. Her mother is not present, her father is disappearing slowly before her eyes, so she is left to care for herself. Although there is kind of a magical quality about how resourceful and independent Romilly becomes, I found it very dark and sad. The father and daughter had a deep and loving relationship that was slowly dissipating as I read the book. Tobias doesn’t really stop loving Romilly; he just isn’t really aware any longer that she exists. His mental illness is a main theme of the book as is her growing up and facing her father’s inevitable death. I kept reading the book because I wanted to find out what happened to little Romilly, forced to take care of herself when she should have been enjoying a happy childhood. The question remains about whether her childhood was actually happy as she seems to be fine with everything, if a little puzzled at times about what her next step in life should be. There is a hidden story, a treasure hidden within the main plot, and woven throughout that is the treasure that Romilly needs to survive, to encourage her to keep going. I found the story to be dark with hidden gems but very sensitive topics that the author dealt with in an imaginative and different way. Since this is a debut novel, I expect to hear more from Polly Crosby in the future as she hones her craft of weaving a fairy tale within a tale with a truly adult theme.
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I would definitely caution my readers that this book deals with some dark and sensitive themes, so it is not for everyone. I would rate it a hard PG-13.
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You probably know me as the Kemp Treasure Girl. Maybe you had the books as a child. Perhaps your dad read them to you in those wilting hours of sleep where books become dreams and dreams become books. Did you look for the treasure, digging in your garden, unsure of what you were searching for?

Mine was an unusual infamy for one so young. Not an all-encompassing, celebrity fame, but one that flattened me into two dimensions and picked out the colour of my eyes and my dress. One that stopped people in the street and made their necks crane back round to gaze at me.

The version of me in the books was my friend. She was always there for me, sharing in my adventures, appearing at the lifting of a page. But children grow up, and as I grew taller and wiser, Romilly Kemp in the book stayed young and innocent, a sickly-sweet imposter who wore my dress and suckled at my father’s love, leeching it away until there was barely any left for me at all.

But then I made a real friend. Someone I could trust: someone who knew intimately my deepest, darkest thoughts even if I dare not acknowledge them myself.

But the beginnings of a friendship are like the beginning of a book: you never know how they will turn out until the very end.

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Braër was an ancient farmhouse. A month of living there had still not unearthed a fraction of its secrets.

As I ran from the house, tugging on unfamiliar wellies, I stared up at Braër’s mossy roof and dirty walls. Dad told me that it had probably once been called Brother Farm, but time and the soft Suffolk accent had changed it.

The house itself was long and low and surrounded on three sides by a moat clogged with cowpats and slime. Perched in the water at one end was a gargoyle, with a sinister, winking face. It ogled me as I ran past, its eyes bulbous and staring.

On the south side of the house, down an overgrown path stretched a bumpy meadow filled with sagging grass. It was the perfect camp for my newly invented invisible army, and the edge of my territory. I could go there on my own, making pretend campfires and having sword fights with prickly bushes, knowing that I was safe. I could barely see the house above the long, scratchy grass.

As I set off down the path, a sharp whistle brought me back. Dad was stooped in the back door, his huge shoulders nearly touching the frame on either side. Something small and snow-like was curled up in his open palm.

‘What is it?’

‘I wanted to draw one, so, why not?’ he said, planting the tiny kitten into my eager arms, and suddenly it was mine. ‘It’s a Siamese,’ he said, wiping his hands on his trousers, leaving a snail’s trail of white fur on the corduroy.

‘Is it a girl or boy?’ I asked, trying to look through the fur at the correct place.

‘A boy.’ Dad crouched down, looking at me as I hugged the kitten. Briefly he reached forward and touched my cheek, and I leant into the roughness of his hand. ‘Yes,’ he said to himself, his voice a growl of love, ‘it’s that look in your eyes, right there that I want to capture.’ He straightened up, his knees creaking. ‘I’m going to need to paint him. And you, of course. I have an idea…’ he trailed off. Frowning at me, he turned on his heel and entered the house, leaving the kitten and I alone.

I examined his bony body. He was small and soft, and smelt of wee and sawdust. He had pale creamy fur tinged with chocolate brown at each edge. As I was studying him, he uncurled himself, tipping off my arms and towards the moat below us. I caught him by the tail just in time, tucking him back safely into the crook of my arm. He opened his eyes for the first time and stared at me with big, red-blue irises. He was hot and slightly sticky-damp in my hands, and I loved him immediately.

I balanced him on my shoulder and made my way up the two flights of stairs to my bedroom, filling the kitten in on the minutiae of our lives.

‘Dad lost his university job ages ago, and he’s been trying to work out what to do with himself ever since,’ I said, tickling him under his chin as I ran up the second staircase; the tiny windy one that Dad was forever tripping up on. ‘He says we’ve moved here so he can paint instead of teach art. It’s the summer holidays, and I’m going to be nine soon, and Dad says he might have to give me a painting instead of a real present for my birthday, but that’s okby me because his paintings are like stories made real. He says someone has to make money, or we’ll be living on bread crusts and moat water. Here, this is us.’

I pushed open the three-foot-high door that marked the entrance to my vast bedroom.

The kitten perked up as we climbed through into the huge, bright space. It was the shape of a tent, one of those old-fashioned tents – a huge triangle. And it felt like a tent too: when it was windy outside, the air caught beneath all the beams and vibrated until you felt like there was nothing but thin canvas between you and the sky.

When Dad had first shown me my room, I spent the entire day in there, not daring to believe all this space belonged to me. There were dustsheets over the furniture, and in the corner, a pretty parasol leant against the wall as if the young lady it had belonged to had left it there only moments before. I liked to open it up and walk the length of the room in a sedate manner, pretending I was as posh as the young lady who had owned it last.

I tipped the kitten onto the bed, and studied him. ‘You look like someone important,’ I said, ‘and important people have long names. How about Captain Montgomery of the Second Regiment?’ Montgomery seemed satisfied with his name, and curled up happily on the quilt.

Excerpted from The Book of Hidden Wonders by Polly Crosby, Copyright © 2020 by Polly Crosby.

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Review of BACKLASH by Rachel Dylan

“Backlash” is the second book in Rachel Dylan’s Capital Intrigue series, but it can definitely be read as a standalone. This is the story of Layla Karam, a dedicated CIA analyst who was chosen to go on a DEA op to Honduras. That is where her problems began because now one of her team members is dead and she is a definite target herself. Her ex-boyfriend Hunter McCoy is tasked with keeping her safe, but that is no small job since the cartel seems to constantly be one step ahead of them. Hunter and Layla have to work together to find out who is the traitor among them before she ends up just like her teammate. This is a fast-paced and intense drama with ingenious twists and an imaginative plot. Ms. Dylan uses the setting very effectively, taking our heroine all over the capital city in her quest to escape the villains. This is an absolutely fascinating story of faith and forgiveness, with these themes woven throughout the story. “Backlash” is superb romantic suspense that will appeal to fans of Lynette Eason, Lisa Harris and Dani Pettrey. I sincerely appreciate Bethany House Publishing and Netgalley for allowing me to read and review an ARC of this dynamic book. I was not required to write a positive review; the opinions expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255, “Guides Concerning the Use of Testimonials and Endorsements in Advertising.”

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Review of THE CHRISTMAS SWAP by Melody Carlson

What a sweet romance with the setting of Christmas in Colorado! When the Landers family decides to give up their Arizona home for Christmas in exchange for a home in ski country Breckinridge, they were a little concerned about what they would find there. Fortunately, they were pleasantly surprised with a huge and rustic home with all of the amenities, including a handsome caretaker. Emma Daley has attached herself to the Landers family since she and Gillian, their daughter, were little girls. Emma really has no family in the states now since her parents are in Africa on a missionary tour. So, without anyone to spend the holidays with, Emma, who is a young substitute teacher and a would-be musician, chooses to accompany the Landers to Colorado. She and the caretaker really enjoy spending time together, but she doesn’t know his secret. The road to discovering West’s secret and to finding out what she really wants in life is an important gift that Emma is given this Christmas during this special “Christmas Swap.” Fans of Melody Carlson will love the setting, the story and the characters of this charming new Christmas book.
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Review of THE INNOCENT GIRLS by B.R. Spangler

Although this is the second book in a series, I read it as a standalone and had no difficulty following the plot and characters. In fact, I was drawn into the story from the very beginning and raced to finish it as the tension seemed to ratchet up with each new chapter. Detective Casey White is a strong female protagonist but her vulnerable side is shown also since she has nightmares about the kidnapping of her daughter Hannah as a toddler. When parents are killed with a message carved on the mother and a teen girl missing each time, Casey’s determination to find the girls is understandable. The police procedural part of the story was absolutely engrossing. There is a sub-plot about a weird church in the middle of nowhere, a charismatic pastor who seems evil in many ways, and the mysterious fact that attendees have to be invited in order to attend. The mystery of the invitation was definitely enticing since one girl was found and could only say “he invited me” before she was whisked off to the hospital. Casey’s desperation to find subsequent missing girls is evident and the tension in the plot increases accordingly, making me as the reader enthralled by each new crime, each new detail and each new clue. There were plenty of unexpected twists and a whole gallery of possible suspects, perfect for a mystery/suspense enthusiast like me. The revelation of the killer was a real surprise to me and the final scenes were totally riveting. Fans of thriller/suspense will really enjoy this book. I know for sure that I will look for the next book in the series and Casey White’s next adversary who cannot possibly be a match for her skill and intuition.
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A solid four stars based on entertainment value to me. I would rate the book a PG-13 because of the gory, graphically descriptive crime scenes which will not appeal to all readers.
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God Gives Life

Well, friends, I have started once again to see physicians, whether virtually or in person. I saw my arthritis doctor and he wanted to do tests. I talked to my nephrologist yesterday and he wants to do a test because the lab reports show that my kidney (I was born with only one) may be having difficulty. So, he started me on two new meds and wants to see me again in six weeks. Six weeks?!? I was seeing my nephrologist who retired every six months and she was happy with that, never mentioning any problems. Thus I was a little concerned about the fact that the new doctor wants to see me again so soon. I tried to digest what was going on yesterday. I told my children and siblings about it. And I pondered it in my heart. After hours of distress, I came to the realization that God gave me life and no one can take it away except God. Light shining on my brain and in my heart! I will go home to Him when He calls me home and not one minute earlier or later. Having reminded myself of these truths (I knew them in my mind but had to get them down into my heart), I felt a huge sense of relief, like a huge bag of stones was taken off my shoulders.

This morning, I read the following Scriptures that encouraged me. In these days of uncertainty with Covid-19 and a presidential election that could change our entire way of life, many people are anxious. God is calming me down with these verses. I hope that they will encourage you, too.

I hope that you will join me in singing praises to God today.

Praise You in this Storm by Chris Tomlin

Adopted

I grew up in a traditional home with a mother and father and four siblings. So, I have not lived through an adoption. However, I have been adopted. I am a child of God and He is my Father! Typing that sentence gives me chills because it means so much to me.

When I was in my early twenties, I got a frantic phone call from my grandmother in the middle of the night. Nanny told me that if I wanted to see my parents ever again, I had to hurry up to Virginia. At the time, I had an infant and a husband in the military. But we packed as quickly as we could, not really understanding what was going on, and rushed from South Carolina to Virginia, only to find out that we were too late. My parents and three of my siblings had disappeared. Literally. I did not know where they were for two years. Two years! I felt like an orphan, even though I knew I had parents somewhere. As it turns out, they had fled to Florida, from loan sharks, drug dealers, or someone. (It depended on when and to whom daddy was telling the story of their flight; the people he was fleeing from changed frequently.). But my feeling of abandonment did not change.

During those two years, part of what my husband and I did led to my being able to withstand not knowing where my parents were. Harry separated from the military and we went to Youth with a Mission in New Jersey to devote ourselves to study God’s Word. We sold all that we could to be able to attend the school. Ten or more hours a day were spent in classes or meditation or prayer. It was here that I really learned to depend on God as my Father. After all, the man that I called “daddy” my entire life had disappeared. So I got closer and closer to God, so close that I could feel His arms around me when I wanted to reach out and call mamma and tell her something cute that Hope had just learned to do. Or so close that when I was disappointed or hurting over something, like the demands that YWAM put on its attendees, I felt God whisper in my ear that He was there and it would all be okay. For an entire year, we lived at the YWAM compound in New Jersey. I got phone calls and visits from the FBI because they were looking for my father. You know what? So was I. But I had found a Father who would never leave me, never abandon me, a Father who would always be there for me to call on. I was strong because I knew that my Heavenly Father would look out for me.

So, no, I’m not adopted, but I do kind of understand what being an orphan is like. I know what it is not to have parents to depend on or to share things with. But, even better, I know what it is like to pray and hear a still, small voice answer me in love and encouragement. God is real! I am His daughter! And you can choose to be a part of His family, too. You may never suffer the sudden loss of your parents as I did, knowing that they still lived somewhere, but not knowing where they are. But you need God, the Father, just as much as I did. He is always present, always comforts, always answers. His love for me (and you) is beyond my understanding, but I know it is real, just as He is real. I had been a Christian for about two years when my parents disappeared. And losing them led me closer to God because I was so needy. I felt really special because the Lord God Almighty looked down from Heaven, saw me and saw that I needed some special TLC. So He gave it to me.

You are special to God, also. He wants you to be a part of His family. Belonging is simple. You just have to confess your sins to Him and ask Him to come into your heart. Then the changing begins. As a child of the King, you will want to live to please Him. You will want to read His Word more so that you find out more about the mystery that is our God. If you are already a Christian, maybe you need to do what I did those four decades ago and truly claim your place in His family, knowing that He is your Father and He is waiting for you to call on Him.

I remember being rocked by my daddy when I was a small child. I suffered with asthma and was up many nights struggling to breathe. My daddy would lift me up, put me on his shoulder and rock me, soothing me with the words that comforted me and helping me to calm down so I could breathe. That mental image stays with me today, but nowadays, it is the Heavenly Father lifting me up and holding me, whispering the words that I need to hear just to keep going. He will do the same for you. Just believe!

Blessings, my friends, for a day filled with the knowledge of the Lord and your place in His family!